All my life I felt complete, half of my life I felt incomplete.... I only remember the half... Oh Lord, will you help me...
I have been up, and I have been down, I have been strong, and I have been weak, I only remember being weak... My tears, my fears, Oh LORD, will you help me...
I found a compliment, completeness, another half, she is with another half and I miss her so, LORD, Oh LORD, will you help me...
We use to talk every night, Laugh everyday, smile when we are silent, disagree yet never violent, two of a kind so close to one, the perfect pair, now no calls, no laughter, I wonder if she knows my pain or even cares ...ever, Oh LORD, will you help me...
I use to think I knew myself, now I feel like somebody else, I use to think she was mines, I wait by the phone wasting time, LOVE do not LOVE no one and time waits for no one, I am along by myself as one. There is no one to talk to. Questioning if she ever loved you and there is no one to hold on to, has anyone ever loved you. Oh LORD, will you help me...
I use to rush to sleep just to see her the next day, hate to sleep if she were sleeping face-to-face, fearing that I would miss her too so much if I closed my eyes, or fearing I would wake-up... Than I woke up. Oh LORD, will you help me...
Now I fear the night and the a.m., because neither one of them... have you in them, LORD where is my baby, I do not want any other women. Oh LORD, will you help me...
I have called and no answer, should I call her again, she always answers, should I let go, is that your answer, LORD, will you answer...
Oh LORD, will you help me...
“C4 aka CHAOS”
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I really like this poem...deep!
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