Transient Relationships

I love my family, my beautiful wife and divine kids, and my many lifetime achievements I have achieved and succeeded.

I go to work on the early AM and return home on the Late PM. I am a provider for my family. No balancing check books with rubber like tendencies, she wears the finest clothes and buys the finest luxury... yet I have never seen. No time here, I must work hours of exhaustion without any caution, to feelings.

My kids are so talented, sports to music, music to sports my job and long hour payed for that, from the calicis on my palm to the pain in my lower back, I paid for that. Yet I have to work from the early AM to the late PM so I miss all music recitals and the parents at the games do not know my face or my name, am I still paying for that.

I love my family, I work so that they can have, I work harder so they will be free, but the more I work, the more they ask to see me. And that's free.

At the office so much she notice me, inside her so much she no-this-is-me, I love my family.

Do not really think it is wrong, I would be here anyway, I am hardly ever at home, and work is where I stay.

My wife says "You seem distant" I say " I'm just tired" she said that is funny, when you got that phone call, just now walking out of the room you seemed wired" ... I love my family.

Rushing out in the morning, I have a to, do to get this paper, I know I am off today, kids recital and game day, but there is money to be made... and tend to my aid. However please do not confused the two, I am not a cheater, I am only with her to passed time when I am way from home... why am I away from my family, my conscious ask... I ignore.

People do not prioritize, their family want compromise, or be isolated and it is work related. My life is consume with priorities but not prioritized, Work and infidelity has made me less than me. I love my family.

... But do they know me.

Eyes to GOD!

"C4 aka CHAOS"