What's my position,
I truly feel, i harbor no ill will, yet she hesitate,
fear of me being a mistake... What is my position.
To hold and to honor my woman, to love and respect her short comings...
I know my position.
Before I become her man I must already be a man, so I am a man first,
a Lover always, and a future her man to be... Please position me.
Confusion confuses me, because she asked GOD for me, yet do not notice me,
Her comfort notices me; because of our soul's compatibility she is unusually comfortable with me... what soul-mates are and is this my position.
Although the whole world went digital there still is some interference, he is many moons away, and knew her heart for 1460 days and yet still did not really know her... what his position is.
Although I am closer to her eyes, he is closer to her heart ...than I, there are many locks within the world but for every lock, there is only one key, and it resides within he... what is my position.
Am I to love her so much to let her go and if she loves me than she will return, I mean I know she like me a lot but love me not... what is this position.
I mean I have played the fool before, and been so overstanding that it left me standing alone, but with her is my happiness, and she makes me wrong so I'm right... am I wrong.
To want another mans happiness because he did not appreciate GOD gift the first time, to step back when stepping forward is the logical thing to do, to not be selfish and let another MAN correct where he fell short as a MAN... HELL NAH!
... That is NOT my position
My position is with her, wise with her, lay with her, wipe her tears away and let her know that she do not have to cry every time I do something that brings her happiness, hold her hand to guide her through the troubles of the world, letting her know that I respect her as a woman and I will protect her inner little girl;
If she wants me I am here playing my position, opposing all oppositions, and missing her when she is missing.
.... That is my position
My EVE...
"CHAOS aka C4"
She said her heart is with me...
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"CHAOS aka C4"
My heart is with you but it belongs to me...
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Raised in a space with no room to grow. Terrified to see what the darkness will show.
I dream and pretend of what future days will be, but nothing could prepare me for his insanity. HOW DID I GET IN THIS POSITION
The lashes of my eyes never meet, because the fear of the night is what comforts me. Between my legs and in my sheets is where his weight is soon to be. The doorknob turns and I am paralyzed, the innocence of my youth has been neutralized. DO YOU KNOW THIS POSITION
I cried and I pleaded but she wouldn't believe my truth, the nightly ripping of my youth.
Our first touch, our first love our protector is she, that will not acknowledge the truth in me - I am nine - I HAVE NO POSITION
So I go and I grow and I strive and I be perfection in all things to validate the reflection I see.
Constant motion and change, achievement and cheers, the best in the world or so it appears.
EVERYTHING AND NOTHING IS MY POSITION
If pain is love then pain is me at arms length is where another will be. The essence of my love I did give to he...nothing prepared me but I did see the alcohol, his anger and his insanity. THIS IS NOT MY POSITION
So I go and I grow and I strive and I be the validation and excellence through HIM in me.
Time alone in prayer, spiritual growth and truth, to reconcile the destruction of my youth.
I WISH YOU COULD STOP AND LOOK AND SEE THE TRUTH AND LIGHT AND GOD IN ME.
GIVE PATIENCE AND TIME AS HE WORKS IN ME TO GIVE YOU A LOVE FOR ALL ETERNITY. - this is my position....
...My Adam
Your heart is WITH me, but you ARE my heart, so without you I have no will, I Love you with ease and at will... POSITION ME.
ReplyDeleteYou have come so far, stronger than any man could ever be; I have come so far just to tell you complete me.
No more fearing the dark, GOD's light shines within me, No more guarding your heart, it is safe with me... POSITION ME.
I say position me because you know where you want me to be, you know the value of me, for I am your man. POSITION ME.
Tell me what to do to compliment you, to help you be a better person, so that you can in turn strengthen me. POSITION ME.
I am MAN, so I will rub your neck and your back till you fall asleep, I will kiss your lips and your lower back, telling you how you are so much better than me. POSITION ME.
It is easy to see well, when you have lived through so much bad, abused as a child, not really knowing my dad... so mad.
"I do not want to play a victim, I just wanted to be a kid, I rather play a survivor, so I can protect you from your fears". This is why I am here. PUT ME IN MY POSITION.
"Greater he that is in me, than he that is in the world", Greater he that IS ME, If you are my girl.
I am asking you to complete me...
THE POSITION IS ME.
YOUR HEART,
My EVE.
Adam is ME.
POSITION ME...
"CHAOS aka C4"